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[nagaremono]

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Re: [ thusia memories ]

[nagaremono]

[ okay pulling him into a hug then :( holding him close, his voice soothing. ]

... Ahito, I'm right here. I haven't done anything.

Re: [ thusia memories ]

[iflookscould]

I saw it. How you died.

You're an idiot. How could you do that?

Re: [ thusia memories ]

[nagaremono]

[ his eyes widen ]

You - what do you mean?

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[iflookscould]

[...presses the package into his hands shakily]

Re: [ thusia memories ]

[nagaremono]

[ there's a long moment of his eyes glazing over before he comes back to himself with a gasp. ]

-- you saw all of that.

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[iflookscould]

I could barely recognize you!

Re: [ thusia memories ]

[nagaremono]

[ silent for a moment ]

I had to take a chance.

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[iflookscould]

[just shakes his head no, trembling]

Re: [ thusia memories ]

[nagaremono]

[ hugs him close ]

I had to. Even though you were too far gone, any suffering I could ease would have been worth it.

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[iflookscould]

You could have lived and found a way to be happy.

Re: [ thusia memories ]

[nagaremono]

Ahito.

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[iflookscould]

Don't.

Re: [ thusia memories ]

[nagaremono]

I don't regret my choice.

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[iflookscould]

Idiot....

[starting to calm down from his little fit at least though]

Re: [ thusia memories ]

[nagaremono]

...

I'm sorry you had to see that.

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[iflookscould]

I don't remember that happening....

I. I don't remember....

Re: [ thusia memories ]

[nagaremono]

... what do you mean?

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[iflookscould]

I don't remember how I died. That's what I'm missing.

Re: [ thusia memories ]

[nagaremono]

[ jolts a bit ]

I'd forgotten before you handed it back to me.

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[iflookscould]

[looks at the objects on the floor uncertainly....

altho he manages to not notice this lil sweet treat off to the side. That girl had gotten that for him, hadn't she...]

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[nagaremono]

[ ... cautiously reaches out to take it ]

Ahito?

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[iflookscould]

[he glances over but before he can say a word--it's that familiar inn again.

It's late at night and some commotion has managed to rouse Ahito from his sleep. It's not a comfortable feeling to share, feeling what Ahitop feels. The world has a blurry quality to it, it's a little too warm. Groggy, confused. still weak from using his power...and then a spike of terror as someone grabs him, wrenching him up from where he was on the floor and starting to drag him from the room. The panic in his voice when he calls for Ginko is obvious]

Re: [ thusia memories ]

[nagaremono]

[ oh damn it. he recognizes that this is a memory, but that doesn't stop him from replying. ]

I'm here, Ahito. Right here.

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[iflookscould]

[There's no response to your words...

On the other hand, another Ginko is present. He doesn't sound like himself, you know that for certain. But it's good and comforting to hear his voice and even before Ahito is let go--there's a sense of security and safety from knowing Ginko is there.]

We need to leave. We can't stay here.

[The panic is still there though. We need to go, we need to go... And Ginko replies "First thing tomorrow morning. We can camp if we have to."

No. No now. Please now. But that's not what Ahito says aloud.]


Okay. Okay. Tomorrow morning.

Re: [ thusia memories ]

[nagaremono]

[ winces as he hears himself speak. what the hell was he even thinking. If he'd have known what was going to happen next ... ]

... We should have left right then.