[ whereas before he was staying mostly quiet and calm, that - that is severely upsetting. he kneels next to Ahito sharply, reaching for his shoulder. and glaring back at the villagers. shaking slightly, trembling with both grief and anger. ]
[he's allowed some sleep--they offer to bring Ginko for his 'comfort' but he rejects that. Don't let him see me like this. Don't let him see this.
He sleeps for awhile but its not long enough, he awakes as hot and dizzy and weak as he was when he slept. But as they drag him to his next 'patient' all the fight is gone from him.
It'd be so easy to just fall asleep, it'd be so nice. But his coughs jolt him awake and he's being held up again.
And then he speaks up after the healing is finished, sounding young and afraid and pleading even though he's not asking for anything]
I.
I can't see.
[but the only response by everyone is to rush to fit in one more]
[Ahito panics--he begs and he pleads--i don't want to die, i don't want to die, there were so many more things i want to do, i'm barely a man it can't end like this--but it does no good and there's nothing left to do but heal and cry and hack up blood until he's thankfully allowed to pass out
and the memory ends here because he never wakes
But Ahito is there now, gripping onto Ginko. ari is finally done dragging dat flashback out]
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He sleeps for awhile but its not long enough, he awakes as hot and dizzy and weak as he was when he slept. But as they drag him to his next 'patient' all the fight is gone from him.
It'd be so easy to just fall asleep, it'd be so nice. But his coughs jolt him awake and he's being held up again.
And then he speaks up after the healing is finished, sounding young and afraid and pleading even though he's not asking for anything]
I.
I can't see.
[but the only response by everyone is to rush to fit in one more]
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Whatever happened after this, you brought on yourselves.
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and the memory ends here because he never wakes
But Ahito is there now, gripping onto Ginko. ari is finally done dragging dat flashback out]
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They abused you.
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Just forget it, okay?
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Do you want it back?
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I'm still here.
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and hunches his shoulders, wincing]
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... I should have listened to you from the start.
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[thunks his head against Ginko's chest]
I didn't want you to see that.
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Neither did I.
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Hope is more dangerous than despair.
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Now I'm just tired...
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This looks authentic, at least.
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...I liked that girl.
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... She was probably forced into helping them.
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